I just hate it.

Whenever I'm trying to be honest when I'm crafting, appreciating, getting inspired by something that i really like...

there's a part of my brain stopping me from doing all  that.

"No Bil," he said. "You shall not do it. Nor like it. Nor have a thought about it."
"Those things are not meant to be appreciated by people like you."
"Those things are evil."

.

.


Shut up, brain.
In this place where everyone's suppressing me already,
you should be on my team.



I'm talking to myself again.